Almost 12 weeks...

Wow I can't believe we are already approaching the 12 week mark this Friday. It seems just like yesterday you were in my belly. Then my world came to a screeching halt when you were placed in my arms. I just miss your little tiny face so much. I wish you could be here in my lap playing with your sister, but that will never happen. Everywhere I go, everywhere I look, there are little tiny babies that are your age. They remind me so much of you. Emma saw the neighbor's new baby last week and just loved him. It broke my heart in a million pieces watching her want to hold that baby. She should be able to hold her sister, but she was robbed of that. We were all robbed of that opportunity and it just hurts so much. I hope one day we will understand why this had to happen. Until then, I will just miss you and try to make it through each day for you big sister.